You were my unattainable love
wonderful, silent, and distant
and you didn't even know that
I loved only summer and the sea more
because in every wave of it
my soul still breathes the most beautiful today.
I loved you, my love
and you never even found out...
I longed and fantasized about you
more and more every day
suffered because you were somehow yourself
I hoped and thought you would be mine.
I loved you so much
and I didn't know much about you
in my dreams, you were the one
who loves me, who wants me
and I surrender to him soul and body
without any shame, so bold!
I loved those loves far away
my delusion from youth too far!